Tag Archives: Subconscious

A thought about Nothing

I was just wondering if I could catch the thread of thought that comes from Nothingness.

Full Moon Rising

Why does the thought of nothingness upset the conscious mind? The subconscious mind seems OK with it. Where dreams speak in pictures the day speaks in touch, smell, taste and emotion. In my dreams I fly in the morning I miss flying.  A dream of extraordinary clarity caused a feeling I couldn’t shake. This morning I knew I could fly. No drugs, no caffeine just the knowing if I jogged a couple of steps , lifted my arms in the air, I would just zoom into the sky. I knew I was caught in the time thread of Nothingness. Oh!  No one is watching. Freedom in the morning is anonymity. I knew it was a feeling left over from a dream but if I try it no one will think it strange. No one is watching. So I Tried It.  A couple of steps I raised my arms and nothing. Morning is a powerful antidote. Gravity a cruel school teacher.

The Obscure Becomes Clear

A thought: What did it feel like living in the time (moments?)  just before the Renaissance started? Fair to say it would have been a day like any day?  A drop of water in the morning glow into a crystal bowl of water, disappears.  Into water.  Water is a picture of dimensional thought. When it starts I don’t know. When I became aware of it happening I started to pay attention. When my attention is fixed my intentions are set. Then the morning of the 1st day of the Renaissance has begun. The Renaissance in Me.

Deep Calls To Deep

I long to own originals. Prints are art too.   Tugged. Pulled. Toward possessing the real. Holding the real-ness that time will not end. Time is a stepping into. A place of beginning. I am just beginning to see the energy of dark-light. See the light.  Feel the dark. Such a comfort. The Knowing. My connection with unspeaking-ness is safe if I don’t speak it out loud. I can write about it but the connection breaks with the spoken word.

Staring At the Full Moon

It must have been a monumental thing for God to muster the force to Speak a word. Powerful. The Unspoken Spoke. Tore a hole in this universe. I think I see the out line of the hole when I look at the moon. Now I feel a tugging like one night while staring at the Silver ORB I will be enfolded in a cloud that will lift me to the place of flying in the morning.

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Flying In The Morning

you.  I am here


Thank you for being here



Just another Peridot

What happens when I turn my concentration to a mineral?  Why do I feel something that I can’t quit describe?  After looking at my gemstone I feel like I am dipping my hands into warm water.  It feels good but I can’t describe the feeling. Why does it feel like I am out of control?  Is it the Gemstone that makes me uncomfortable?

Peridot Can Be Imbued With Intentional Thoughts

When You turn your attention to any subject you see strands of your thoughts when you sleep.  In this state of subconsciousness these strands connect to form a new conscious thought.  When you awake you feel you have a new, deliberate thought.  This is the difference between conscious (having awareness, awake, knowledge) and subconscious (not fully aware but feeling something influence, tugging at my thoughts and actions.)   I was seeing the morning and I noticed the grape colored flowers along the sidewalk.  A thought came to pick the flowers and dump my stash of Peridot Gemstones, chips, pearls, Swarovski crystals, and Peridot Jasper into a pile with the flowers and that would show how I am seeing Peridot now after I concentrated my thoughts about the Peridot in general and posted it last night.   This morning I felt something and I couldn’t explain the feeling but I  saw the Gemstone through the feelings I have about the colors of brilliant Spring.

This is what I think  happened…My left brain (linear thought) collided with right brain (subconscious thought) when I slept, and in the morning and I had a feeling about the Peridot Gemstone that I could only share in a picture.  This is a right brain way of speaking.  This is also how God speaks to us.  In a picture language.  That is why we are so influenced by what we see on television.  The pulsing vibrations of the Crystal Liquid Screen lulls you into an Alpha State allowing others to dump their thoughts into your subconsciousness.   But I digress, because I am still collecting my thoughts about how this Peridot Gemstones’ energy affects me.    All I know is I am going to create a piece of jewelry out of this random collection of Yellow-Green Stones and as I work, my thoughts about this stone are embedded into its crystal formatted energy.  When My Customer picks up this piece of jewelry, they are affected by the Peridot gemstone and affected by my thoughts about the gemstone.  I can imbue This Peridot, permeate it with my feelings.   If my thought is random the attached feeling will be random…But if my thoughts are clear, aware, and responding to my surroundings, I can influence this gemstones’ energy to hold my thoughts and in effect transfer those thoughts to another human being without words, only by way of the crystal going from me to the person buying the piece of jewelry.  My energy is captured by the yellow-green light ray and will not unattached itself until the buyer has worn the jewelry and consciously attached their own intentions to this Peridot Gemstone. I am not sure if my thoughts can ever be totally un-attached though.   This is the crux of the true interest I have in this gemstone and all gemstones, crystals, and pearls.  Can I become aware and can I imbue an intentional thought that will further good and break a cycle of pain, or even heal someone with this intentional thought?  In this world, the next, another dimension, to eternity and back?

Well good morning my chicks, I’ll have more thoughts and I will take the time to sort them out here.

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