I try to use critical thinking
while looking for my authentic voice. I can never be comfortable just being myself. I always fudge the real me with veils of gauzy materials. Being predisposed to like silk chiffon waving in a tropical breeze beneath a mostly sunny sky writing as totally me is like: It’s Summertime and you’re invited to a cocktail party at a fabulous nudist colony with a private beach. When you show up at the nudist colony by the sea, you find you are the only one completely naked. The thing that seems reasonable is to sip on a vodka tonic saying to whoever happens to look at you, “I Thought it was a naked party“. After a while it gets stale. Like looking for your authenticity by writing as yourself on a public blog.
It’s almost been a year since We (the universal Imperial We) decided to take photos of the moon every month. The picture journal led us to apply our critical thinking cap strap pulled tightly under our pointy chins. We (BJoy & me the real we) began to edit the photos and as we fooled around with the lighten/contrast to better see what was in the dark…We noticed ORBs . Other things are subjects since being reveled though the months of pictures too.
I have been through a Health Crisis (not me but a close relative) and a Spiritual Crisis followed close on its heels. That close on its heel was a little trite but in times like these a good throw-away line comes in handy. It is a comfort in the time of great need to know the name of the God you serve. Like Dylan said, ‘You’re Gonna Have to Serve Somebody‘. Being able to quote Dylan during a Spiritual/Health Crisis is also comforting. I think.
For 33 days my loved one was on life support in ICU. He looked like he was in the Matrix, hooked up to every machine pumping-pinging-analog read outs-blinking lights flashing-hospital machine in the world. The smell of the room was ice-cold urine. At least that is the emotional smell of the room. It was as if Death stalked the corridors. I kept thinking I see a dark thing darting around corners. When I looked quickly to catch the black-robed scythe wielding bastard all I saw was the forced smile and the genuine pity from other visitors eyes as they watched their machined-up loved ones breath.
At the same time as this great CyClonic Wedge of Energy is flowing, my sister is editing the videotape of the ORMUS Conference 2011 in Enota, GA. BJoy, had the misfortune of thinking the ORMUS dudes were all eating the same Rainbow Stew as she was but has since found out that all Mens Feet are cast in clay when it comes to making money. BJoy is a sensitive sort so she waited for the crisis to pass and is offering the DVD at an almost ‘free’ charge to cover her expenses and editing costs. As Bjoy says, “Men!” I agree.
I have bought gemstones. I am being drawn to Calcite, Included Quartz, Larimar, Pearls, Ruby and Chrysocolla. I have a new necklace I’m working on and I hope to finish it and I’ll post the first results of the ORMUS healing Necklace & Bracelets here.
The gemstone in the picture I bought from ForetTwo.etsy.com. Please take a look at Elizabeth’s Gemstones. See for yourself if these stones have a pull toward you.
The David Hudson Speaks DVD set is available here BjoyArt.etsy.com as are the fabulous Guardian Angels. This is a link to a short video about the conference please feel free to visit this –> LINK <–This is a direct link to YouTube.
I hope to post this Unique Handmade Gemstone Necklace soon but until then please free to check out my Powerful Gemstone Jewelry on Etsy.
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